My tolerance to verbal and physical fights and to situations/atmosphere in which people fight has become quite low. It scares me and makes me immensely sad. It makes me cry and weakens my hopes for harmony. I know I did not used to be like this just a few years ago. I feel today I am not able to shield myself like I used to be able to, before.
Why do people fight, why can’t we end arguments or disagreements before they turn into fights? Does the ego show up in these situations and all else is lost? the desperate need to be right at any cost. Monster ego takeover the angel heart.
My heart weeps to see people fight and bicker over things, the moments that could be spent together in love and laughter are ruined and spent instead in hurt and anger.